you saved my life

I got a long road

And a deep pain

And I'm broken

Just like you

The thing is I can't shake

Every headache

And I think I'm gonna lose

To my mind oh my

Good lord I'm trying

But voices keep me down

And tomorrow when you get the news

That I won't be around

Know that I kept praying

For a way to stop that car

But my mind moves fast

And my foot pressed hard

And I knew it from the start

Yeah I tried waiting

But what I felt in my heart

Is that I don't wanna be here anymore

When you're at my funeral

And my mom cries

Could you tell her I'm at peace

It's like I was floating

Past the good life

And I couldn't ground my feet

And if I'm wrong

And heaven hurts will you just

Take my soul to keep

And tell the world

The one thing about me

Is that

I kept praying

For a way to stop that car

But my mind moves fast

And my foot pressed hard

And I knew it from the start

Yeah I tried waiting

But what I felt in my heart

Is that I don't wanna be here anymore

Any more

Til it all goes blank

Just take a trip in my head today

Yeah ain't no room to think

And no this fight ain't mine to win

'Cause I believe in fate

Do you trust that my destiny is to disappear today

To make you hear today

It's too alright

And I'm too uptight

To chase a fear away

But I can't help but feel free

'Cause I don't have to stay

Will you ever understand

All the dark things that I say?

Stop

Wait

Consider this my letter

No if I stayed she'd be okay

But she walked away

And I let her

Can't blame yourself

If you close your eyes

My demons

They hide better

I'll smile for you

I'll smile for them

I'll make you all believe

Forever sounds so beautiful

If that'll help you sleep

If that'll help you breathe

Just because my battle's lost

Doesn't mean you won't find me

I'm looking down I'm shining light

Whenever you can't see

I kept praying

For a way to stop that car

But my mind moves fast

And my foot pressed hard

And I knew it from the start

Yeah I tried waiting

But what I felt in my heart

Is that I don't wanna be here anymore

I kept praying

For a way to stop that car

But my mind moves fast

And my foot pressed hard

And I knew it from the start

Yeah I tried waiting

But what I felt in my heart

Is that I don't wanna be here anymore

Is that I don't wanna be here anymore